Monday, January 03, 2005

now i know

my first day of work and already i could tell by the colour of the sky that everything was just going to screw itself up without me needing to be there.

my new shoes didn't fall apart, (thankfully), i seem to be a natural at getting my footwear horribly mangled in the oddest and most awkward of places but nonetheless i had my share of blisters. why Thankyou Blister Goddess, you have been most kind today, i think i've collected tomorrow and the day after tomorrow and the day after the day after tomorrow's share of blisters, maybe you could turn your kindest attention somewhere else because i just feel too loved already.. awwww.

i was talking to andrew the other day about jazz and i made a mental note to blog about the subtlety and richness of their lyrics but today's Life section got a headstart, so i shall just borrow Renee Olstead's quote abt how pop music is just about "oh baby baby". Jazz is so much more. ok this is sounding like a advertisement, change topic.

i'm never one to thank pple on my blog but here goes. to Joshua Lau, if you see this. that present was the best present i had this christmas, it came at a time which was mired by idle chatter and mature christian skepticism. so yes, God's will be done not mine. and though i still don't understand fully "It's Not About Me", i shall strive to finish that book and start a new beginning of equipping and loving and training and humility and most importantly, of a contrite and melted heart that allows Him to mould and fashion into his very likeness. God hears my frustrations and doubting thomases, so at least this clears one skepticism of mine, that He does hear.

and to end this entry with a pledge to begin something afresh, i shall tell my God that i'm sorry, sorry for the things that made it, when it's all about You.

Joyce Lim unzipped at 11:26 PM with 1 comments
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Comments:
oh yeah, jazz rocks..:) anyway, i'm doing some part time job at a med conference.. only for 5 days.. but the pay's pretty gd.
 
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