Tuesday, January 31, 2006

in your face

MOS! boo... and DXO! yay...










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CNY

happy cny! yesterday was clubbing with the girlies. and i will post photos of Russ since it's his year, and of my cute youngest cousin (the devastatingly handsome baby of the family) cos he clings to me like a leech and me in a nice cheongsam. just kidding :)














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i love

Love arrives
and in its train come ecstasies
old memories of pleasure
ancient histories of pain.


and though i fear and creep about a little,

We are weaned from our timidity
In the flush of love's light
we dare be brave
And suddenly we see
that love costs all we are
and will ever be.
Yet it is only love
which sets us free.


and i will pray
and hope to God
love's here to stay

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Saturday, January 28, 2006

eeee

when a place has no reception, no signals, no radar, WHATEVER.. it sucks
i don't care if singtel or m1 has full bars and bars of reception. i use starhub!!

and if you don't make your place starhub friendly you suck!

MOS SUCKS

and i hate it when people catch the jitterbugs and pull out last minute.
but as my dad always says, condemn the action, not the person.
i still lub u all

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Thursday, January 26, 2006

not alone then

another day has gone and i'm still all alone. sigh. you'd think age dims the heart of feeling. my nine year old cousin scoffs when King Mustafa dies and Simba is left all alone in the savannah. but i tear. my nine year old cousin lets out a "what's this man! loser!" when John Smith has to leave Pocahontas behind. and i tear. AGAIN.

ah well, sometimes i wonder to myself, am i really all alone in this small enterprise of mine. cry at everything and anything. boo. and then i ask myself where's this taking me.

i was lying in bed one morning and it suddenly occurred to me that i could just possibly leave something behind as part of my legacy, the legacy of being once a youth. the greatest age of mankind, to fall, and to start learning to take falls. and i had great impetus to keep a written diary of my misadventures, pain, happiness and pass it on to my daughter when she turns sweet eighteen. i say daughter because a son would probably scoff at my pains. and i would fill the pages with things mundane or not; soulful and genuine, and hope she tears when she reads it and realise that i was once young like her and full of love, and dreams, and of fulfilment.

and so this post is likely to be dedicated to a future darling girl of mine, the babe in the woods; for her warm searching heart, for the kindred spirit in her.

p.s i really wish there's so much much more to everything else

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Wednesday, January 25, 2006

banana!

and i saw across the orange sky loveliness.
weightless, full of memory.

:) today was a hairpee banana day.

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Monday, January 23, 2006

i like doing this it sucks

how could you ever know i still think of you from time to time.
and tear. a little.

but fret not, because i'm happy. but not of your doing.

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Thursday, January 19, 2006

Peas and Joy

more photos. it's back to school with hong, russ, bimbo president and more more more much more!



my virgin ride in hong's car! and can you see my cute cousin?



back to school tricks



Yellow



ooh that oomph factor



that's the vision outside my study window



my cosy pinky room. behind that door is my adjoining study room



what it looks like when it's dark and raining outside. that cold snug winter feel



charlene



bimbo president and her fishball



it's supposed to look like a family portrait but bernard's too short






look at that mouth. period. HAHA



bimbo tried to be funny and leave me out of the photo



that's how mad i got



baby looks grumpy



forced him to smile



his giving the camera the -_- look

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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

we're all valentines

bimbo president kindly reminded me last week that V-day is coming and asked me when was the socially accepted time for the boy to be a man and finally ask his ladylove out.

like @#$#%$#%????!!!! how would i know? one year in advance minimum.. for the girl to get a makeover!! *screams!!! -_- unless your asking some ostracised pain-ass loser, then you can even ask her on the day itself and receive an ecstatic reply and eternal gratitude on her part.

or like you can ask me, hongy, or bimbo president, because we usually spend V day w the girls and gather around illegally and throw spiteful glances at those trophy girlfriends with wrapped up gardens, because for the past few years we have kindly entertained each other's company on V-day secretly hoping the other would turn into a man.
haha just kidding.

kidding about the part where i hope hong hong grows a package down south.
but not kidding about the part that we date girls on valentine's day.

SO..
YAH BACK TO YOU

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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

so happy together

ilynn, shuzhen, me, sun and play :)





















































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