Sunday, April 10, 2005
also been looking at all those books i bought from borders. i think i have approximately 10 over books i've bought but left untouched. recently i re-organised my study room bookshelf. i must have thrown away about a 100 books but still the books spill over onto the floor. i tried rearranging my books according to authors but found it too tedious. i tried rearranging the books according to Dad's, Mom's and Mine, but i gave up halfway. too many too many.
too little time, patience and energy
why you ask. because i have so many things to accomplish. i don't know exactly what exhausts my time and strength these days.
i owe two letters. one's been overdue for about 7 years, the another one.. about 2 months. i owe my mom hundreds of dollars because she refuses to cover my expenses now that i'm jobless. she thinks peanuts earned from tuition is enough to get me by.
WHATEVER. i'm done arguing.
and i have to plan lessons for my tuition kids, check out Popular every now and then to buy new assessments for them. creatively think of thought provoking but interesting lessons that would make sustaining attention span and learning synonymous. and everything else just eats at me day by day. my books.
my books especially. they haunt me everyday. reminding me of how much leisure time i actually have for myself. None. which is why i don't pick them up anymore. which is such a shame because i am actually very much eager to delve into them. like yesterday i was thinking of spending an afternoon away at citylink with a good book and hot latte; the way i used to do. No time no time.
and i heave an immense sigh doggedly pursuing the things of what? i don't even know. But God grants peace and sleep to those he delights in. I sleep soundlessly, beautiful without a snore.
my only request be that He allocate more time for sleeping. Joyce Lim unzipped at 3:21 AM with 0 comments
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