Sunday, July 10, 2005

truth

you realise yesterday was a full precise exact 28 days after my Stylised party at indochine. well.. i guess my 1 month anniversary was apt then, no wonder i was unsually busy yesterday.

there have been so many indochine parties of late succeeding mine. why there were two parties held just this week, one yday and one on friday. what seemed like an excellent idea of repose and being the lounge lizard and freeloader turned out to be another hideous session of clubbing on friday.

i SWEAR.
i didn't know indochine was going to be packed full of Ghee-nas.
but since i knew the managers, the bouncers and the organisers i got in free, plus drinks on the house, so what the heck.. i clubbed. =)
FREE. =) =)

because of that, many pple in there thought I was the organiser cos i was getting free this free that, cut queue at the bar, get my seats reserved, get the manager to serve me drinks. and somehow i just felt like DAMN, i wanna hold another party. i looked around the club and i missed June 11th. i don't know what i miss. perhaps the money i made, cos it's all gone now, but i think mostly the excitement of it all. the trepidated thrill that tingled that night. the fact that it was mine. the fact that i could actually pull off something huge.
the conceived child.
and satisfaction of weeks and hours of persistant lobbying and hard work and a zappy blend of apprehensiveness and gaiety as the day threatened near.

or maybe i miss being the centre of attraction that night. Shouts of Joyce WHERE ARE YOU. JOYCE dance with us, JOYCE i bought you a flamin lambo, JOYCE I need 40 more tix, JOYCE happy birthday in advance, JOYCE CUT CAKE, JOYCE I LOVE YOU
hahaha.. god i am terribly terribly self obsessed.

hongy says she prays i'll never fall into the same methodical fate of the Singaporean Student Socialite. okay she didn't say "fate" she said "trap". jarring choice of word indeed. but i thank God for the fact that bold unabashed words exist in our friendship. so to tell the truth it jolted me into rationalising what exactly i missed about June 11th.

and the reasons are as aforementioned. a concoction of course, but which holds more truth.

oh ladida.. let us dispense with cerebral activity for the day la and add the finishing touches of a true blonde.

one two three four
like totally for sure
i even got my manicure
the sun, i swear,
is bleaching up my hair
red blue yellow green
what's the colour of my team
i dunno i dun care
damn how should i do my hair.
like go, like go, like go
team go WOOOoohh!!

funny right? i learnt that at uni camp hoho.

ok la..
i miss june 11th the most because it's been a long time since i've felt _________.

Joyce Lim unzipped at 6:02 PM with 2 comments
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Comments:
er not so soon la hello.. no time no time i've like exhausted all my resources already
 
more like you dun understand. i said i MISS the party i didn't say i intend to hold another one.. or any time soon for that matter
 
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